Monday, December 13, 2004
Growing up, I must have skipped a part of the process every child goes through.. Ergo the current predicting, but being enlisted in the army has certainly helped much in providing some much needed stability. This time the change is actually something fundamental...
This brings to mind a story about Chan. Chan had something good inside of him, in his character, a certain toughness. One could certainly use such a gift to propel himself to greater achievements in life as many others had before him.
Here, now comes the disappointing part, because you see, Chan never did go through grinding which would have sharpen his character and thus enable him to cut past life's trials and tribulations. On occasions however he might call on it, as a brute might use a club, to beat out traps brought upon by himself.
As time passed, so did the window of period where a man might experience a change in soul rather than self. And he died a frustrated man wondering what might have been.
Back to me, decided to take a long hiatus from relationships both long and short termed. So far so good. A's on friendster and msn apparently... not gonna let her add me on, finally gettin her out of the system? surely. ! Long To-Do list. Very insensitive these days, not that im weeping over it. Im thinking of cutting short my service term, not buyin into any of tht crap about glory in guards yet(good to know i aint that far gone, though im getting comments abt my noticeable change in attitude towards NS frm dudes.) Reporting to new camp in a couple of hrs, all part of the plan going smooth so far, resisting the urge to hurry. Patience axl rose whistled ! Went to a gig today.. god i miss playing !!
Now Playing : Atmosphere - Always coming back home to you (crazy samples)
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